It's hard for me to feel
like I'm not meant for this
I don't belong
In the end I know
I can't let you go
But this world haunts me so
Broken people only fall
It was you holding me together
It was you all along
Sleep is taking over me
With sugar coated eyelids,
I slip into sleep
In my dream
All my monsters are free
spinning through my nightmares,
Spiderwebs entangle me
Falling through water
Sucking in my fears
Thrown onto the shore
The wind whispers in my ear,
Like a call from a lover
A tender breath on my skin
The trees ask,
"what do you desire?"
My Dreams, Loves, Lusts
Spinning through my head
But my thoughts rest on you
"This is not what You desire"
The water claims me
I sit up, awake
Skin soaking
I lay my head down
Again I dream
In this realm I wait for you
Beyond the trees and the red lake
The fire burns on
This field of roses was once white
Here the wind calls you name
and beats run through the ground
The music plays faster exciting your feet
Here I'll wait candy coated
The rains falling fast
Sugar laced tears
Seems like they will always last
Take me or forget me
before I start moving back
I'm sick of this
double sided personalities
no one ever really cared
I'm sick of the torture to innocence
The guess and check approach
All I want is...
I'm sick of this distrust
The lies are too much
Can't you see
When you yell
I don't know whats wrong with me
All I want is..
When I get old
You always say
But what IF
I don't want to live my life that way
I'm sick of this
I used to have meaning
I used to have life
It all went away
Just because you weren't nice?
All I want is.
Doesn't mother always know best?
So why can't you fix this?
Everyday adds a thought,
a feeling,
an idea
With each day a new wind comes
With each day the past moves on
Here the doors open both ways
Here our lives can twine
Or away we will stay
This is the day to make it new
This is the day to let it rain
let it come down in a wave for this is the end
the end of everyday
and the beginning of today
The beauty of this room,
The charm and the comfort
Here is this place I come to rest
Here is the place I come to lay
You said it cost me my life
I already gave you my head
It may all be over
but in the end it's I who wins
You are nothing but cruel
In this room
you are nothing
I am free
Take the looking glass and see your fate
the drum beat of your heart
The ice in your breath
Give it up
Take me in
You know you love me
So give up your sin
In this room you are nothing
I can leave you behind
I can leave you behind
This room is Mine.
What is it with this waisted innocence
Nothing is worth it when the razor is already red
Stained with tears from days come to past
Cutting my fate
Why bother being little miss perfect?
The name stings like the blade
Wildness like the thundering hoofs of horses
Supressed with a leather belt
Too long have I hidden
Too long have I taken the guilt
This is my plan to forever be free
This is my plan to escape my fate
It's time to let these horses run
It's time to feel the wind
Everything fits
But we seem so distant
Our eyes meet
but our minds do not touch
A firm hand lays down on mine
pushing so hard nothing ever turns right
fighting, crying, screaming,
my palms offered up
our pain is not enough
I give you my love
so you may break my heart
in the way that you so often do
yet i hold on
for what?
for that warm breeze
The one the reminds us
The one that makes us see
live and love
for a life with a will
is a life worth dying for
Time to hold on
I just can't
I can't make it
Time to be strong
I just won't
I won't take it
It's time to speak
and I am too weak
This heart is for the dead
It's hard for me to feel
like I'm not meant for this
I don't belong
In the end I know
I can't let you go
But this world haunts me so
Broken people only fall
It was you holding me together
It was you all along
An Interesting Concept: II by Zmann966, literature
Literature
An Interesting Concept: II
So, I have found it.
Finally, after centuries of research and pondering, of questions after questions, humanity has finally discovered the true meaning of the most important word and emotion to ever exist.
I have written about this topic before, questioning and seeking the definition of this four-letter conundrum. I presented almost all the available options and demonstrated how such findings could be used to accurately prove the most mysterious hypothesis of all time. As you know, however, even with all the facts the galaxy could present, it was impossible to nail down one single explanation.
I speak of course, about love.
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Her hearts in the right place by bowiebookgirl, literature
Literature
Her hearts in the right place
Her hearts in the right place
But the rest of her hasn't quite caughten up
Se tries to make friends
But most times she just gets rejected
Her musics turned up load
To block out the world that wont let her in
She listens to sad songs
So she feels like shes not the only one with these emotions
But she still feels alone
And no one wants to let her in
Her new schools not he favorite place
Or even close for that matter
She turns the music up
And waits for the world to let her in
So I figured I'd update this. I can never get on the computer lately make me sad.
I have decided to learn play guitar. I hope I can it up. I wish I could be a signer honestly but i'd love to write music i just wouldn't know where to start.
School is driving me crazy. I am just sick of everyone. Ha I feel bad for my friend because i could care less about most of them. The days are dragging the weeks go by in a flash. I don't know if graduation is a good or bad thing yet. I guess we all have to move on sometime.
Now I think I'm gunna play guitar.
till next time
peace
lately I ahve been so stressed out I just feel like crying all the time. I deff. need to do something about it so i thought about things I usually do to make me unwind. I realized I haven't written in forever. It's really sad. Idk how I managed with not writing for so long. So now I will again.
It's Christmas time already! I can't believe it. I mean it was like just Halloween right? I guess the time just goes by faster as you get older. I hope everyone has a happy holiday and an awesome break from school! I know we all need it.
It's time to make sure everything is ready for colleges. good luck everybody!
I remember a time where things used to be so simple. Everything just fit. Of course then it was a time when I never understood as much as I do today and I was happy with what little I had.
Sometimes it takes alot of hard work to make things alright, but that doesn't mean you shouldn't try.
I don't care who you are you need to look at things from all angles!!!!!
Idk who will read this or if they will give a fuck, but now it is my turn to rant and I will not have my chance taken away.
I sit in the middle always listening in to different people and always understand each side. Do i think one side is wrong and the other is right? sometimes, b
im sry for whatever has happened and i want things to get better and im am jsut letting you know that and im giving you your space because i dont want to annooy you anymore and make it worse for you....once we can tlak about everything you will probably understand why i have changed...i was just always afraid to tell you this and yea.....oh yea you have been tagged so please read my journal ^.^
love ya!! *hugs*
You wake up in a red room with no windows and doors, DON'T panic.. you're just in my heart!!! Send this to all the friends you want to keep forever...
Today is Bestfriend Day. Send this to all of your friends, and me if I am one. If you get 7 back you are LOVED!!! Here are the numbers of what kind of friend you are based on how many you get back..
1-3 ~ you're a bad friend
4-6 ~ you're an okay friend
7-9 ~ you're a good friend
10+ ~ you're great friend
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